Anonymous asked: I just stumbled upon your blog and I hope you're feeling better from the day before. Perhaps I'll meet you one day since I also attend UIUC.
haha do you really? that would be pretty gnarly to meet up one day xP
Anonymous asked: says on my follower checker that ur following me back, awwe made my day <3 aha x
haha fosho! xP
do you ever just look at someone and think “i’d go down on you, i’d go down on you so hard”
i dunno..lately ive been having trouble finding a reason to get up in the morning. im finding it harder as each day passes to stay motivated, to wake up for classes, to laugh, to be happy. tbh, ive been having a lot of negative thoughts lately and its just edging to my breaking point. ive gone to see and talk to a professional for anger and depression in the past, but that only helped so much. i wake up everyday feeling like a failure, and only see myself as a failure for my reflection, so i must be a failure. im sorry, im not posting this for sympathy or anything like that..i just wanna get some weight off my shoulders. hopefully ill smile a little bit more tomorrow, but in the meantime, boy am i sad. i feel pathetic.
dang„i havent had a valentine since my junior year of high school..going on 4 years now..lol..im lonely..someone come to cuddle up in my arms :3